I'm going to tell you a little secret. Every New Year's Day when I wake up, the first feeling I get about the New Year is usually how that year will go(for us). I used to not understand it, but after experiencing it for so many years, I've now come to decide that it's some kind of insight that I have learned to use and foretell the future, if you could call it that.
Anyway, that's off topic... I tend to do that a lot. haha! New Year's Eve, to me, is a magikal night. It signifies the passing of the old and a new door is open to us. A fresh start. A new beginning. Yes, most people can say they feel that too. For me it's different. It's not the marking of a new year, it's the marking of a new era, a new journey, a new path that I choose to take or not take.
New Year's Eve for me is full of excitement and anticipation for the awaiting Newness. No, I don't go to bars or clubs and get drunk. No, I don't stay up until midnight. I spend my New Years Eve in preparation, joy, and excitement. I watch as the past, whether it's ugly or nice, passes into the abyss, and I smile at the unknown that awaits me. I'm ready, bring it on.
This new year is going to be quite interesting for us. My husband and I are going to start a new venture that will really put the past where it belongs, and will allow us to focus on our time together and our future together. Not that we haven't already, but with this new venture, it will give us the relief that we've needed for many many years. I'm really excited and can't wait!
So what is 2009 going to be like?? Stay tuned, I'll tell you tomorrow. ;)
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